despite the promise I made myself to not swear on this blog.
I am very sorely tempted.
I have a pretty good self-esteem.
but that doesn't mean I don't hate myself.
I do.
hate myself, I mean.
because I, among other things.
am.
weak.
lazy.
a liar.
two-faced.
hypocritical.
undeniably, and decidedly weak.
hate me for it.
because I cannot bear it anymore.