i always miss what people would consider the important days to blog on.
but i think that enough has been said on the subject of valentine's day and love to power all the cars and trains in the world.
gg had her birthday dinner with us on saturday night (valentine's day basically).
was great.
its not that often that all of us get to have dinner together.
all eight of us.
well, technically its become nine, with Ling now becoming a part of the group.
actually, I think she has been a while now.
but I have slow reaction times.
today is set to be another of those self-hating days.
because obviously i bring everything upon myself.
and i know it.
but i'm just stupid, silly, and weak.
i'm not content.
