hello, hello.

exams start tomorrow.
life is just as messy, but less so.

registered for the UKCAT, finally. everything's smooth for now. maths to try and bump up. then biology. fingers crossed, ah I wish I wish.
this UKCAT is important for king's but I'm considering applying to maybe somewhere else.
depends, depends.
I have to do well in finals.
have to get a minimum of 39.
I must.

one month.

I didn't know if I could make it to a month, but I have, and you have.
congratulations us.
I didn't tell you even though I know you wouldn't remember, because I know it doesn't matter to you.
it matters to me because I like knowing how much I've tried to do in how long.
the first week was rocky, I wasn't used to you.
I am now.
you can't hurt me like the way you did.
one month is one month,
we have about twelve more to go.

are you willing to do this?

because I don't know if I am.